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Please don't allow your voice to fade Don't fall so weak to fault or blame To give yourself reason for an end And at the end of your low you pin my shoulders against the mattress Arching your frame with your stomach pushed outward Your head titling back with your mouth partially open The sounds slur and elevate slowly in volume When you wake up with your family gathered around Remember that our love was true And I will not allow you to destroy yourself I hope that I'm not revealing too much

& suppose I never met you Suppose we never fell in love Suppose I never ever let you kiss me so sweet and so soft Suppose I never ever saw you Suppose we never ever called Suppose I kept on singing love songs just to break my own fall Just to break my fall Just to break my fall All my friends say that of course its gonna get better Gonna get better Better better better I never love nobody fully Always one foot on the ground And by protecting by heart truly I got lost In the sounds And it breaks my heart

I wish to feel smaller under your sheets. I wish for the whole truth every time you speak. I'm thinkin' about how you care half as much for me While I watch you arrive, smoke cigarettes, sleep... And I guess it doesn't matter what I say or what I seem You stuck what I felt for you in the pocket of your jeans Ignoring me the morning after isn't enough and I swear I'm gonna cry. I'm sick of tryin' to be tough. And my blood won't stick To the confines of my veins. And your heart Is gonna tear mine away. And I wish to feel smaller under your hands, though you seem satisfied as you slip mine down your pants. And